beloved-dairy (:

2006-08-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

CHANGE OF URL. get when i am online okaye? or drop a message for me in friendster.
- NO longer be using this. take care ppl. ((:

2006-08-11T16:47:00.000+08:00

its just changes when you didnt notice. sigh. anyway; had a great time in school. most probably because it was super-fun. hahas. people playing will broom. like how dawson and aaron did. lol. =x childish. but cute. yeaps. ((: hahas. playing water bomb in class causing mr chan to bring the boys down. snack during recess. snacked a lot =x with chickenpie+chips. gees. hmmm. after school, when home with sf,ms,sheena. yeaps. wnet home. eat, bathed. sleep. hahas. i realised i couldnt wake up when i set a alarm, maybe because i am seriously tired. hahas. okaye. i am off now. going to read the boy and going solo. nice book okaye. plus. the bfg. gees. i love storybooks. =] steph, dont worry. I Still LOVE you as much as i love HIM; ((:

2006-08-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

happy national day. =] lols. will change a new blog. haven tot of a nice url though. nvm. went to watchh fireworks today, mummy is funny today. yeaps. the fireworks nice. but the duration is short; if its longer then good lorhs.. hahas. work hard to get whad i really really want.
anw; ppl. look below.
few points for you all to take note.
-most probably not going out this few months note;"FEW" not one..
-becos my mummy hopes that i could study and concentrate
-of cos will be going out with my parents. not going to stay home everyday lah.
-will only go out with jasmine.
*no special reasons. BEST FRIENDS DO UNDERSTAND;THEY DONT BLAME* ((:

2006-08-08T12:44:00.000+08:00

stephaine is NC superstar ! hoorays!! loves <3. todae was national-day celebration. ahas. schl was released early. yeaps. went home so early. so bored. anyway.just now got singing. roy didnt go up dancee. lols. cos he pon then tc dont let him go today. he must be happy. he wont want to go up stage to perform. right? <3 ! hahas. BORED. ): sighs. tired. i saw hudson, corliss, joshua DANCING ! LOL.

2006-08-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

well. STEPHAINE> jiayou ! (:

2006-08-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

shall make myself happy happy happy. =]
and i kinda of miss waving to jemaine ! lol. -.-
damn tired. i need a break.
yeahs. going out with sis on tues. (:

2006-08-05T10:36:00.000+08:00

ystd. friday. meisiew went my house. waited for me to bathe and get ready. set off to her house. played water at her house. dots. then funny the manager super funny. say we must wear swimming costume then can go in the water. anw. we moved to another pool. then he dont care le. lol. at night. bbq. haha. ate quite alot lah. haha. and i realise i am slowly growing FAT ! what the hell. sigh. jianfei= no food. lols. sad lorhs. (: well, haha. then went home meet jasmine. haha. she made CHOCOLATE CAKE !! hahas. super nice ! =] has. anw. then went home. LOVES.

2006-08-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

THINK. we will be with me till i die ? i'm just so silly. ):

2006-08-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

i cant take it. but yes, i could at least hang it for another week. steph asked me to think about it. sighs. i dont know. ): well, any fairy? help me? * CRIES *
i will be okae. I KNOW.

2006-08-01T18:53:00.000+08:00

lalala. i am so lazy to blog. X)

2006-07-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

i shall post long long. lol. -.- on yirong's bbq. was a little bored lah. not very. becos we dont know people there. lol. yirong entertained us though. thanks ! lol. at night then rang up roy ! lols. talked a while. lol. <3 ROY. he is so cute ! -.- hahas. then daddy came fetchh us home at 9 plus bahhs.

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SATURDAY
okayes. then should be saturday. saturday went to hospital vist aunt. she is okaye. she will be discharged on monday. (: haha. then i secretly ate my aunt's hospital food ! LOL ! NOT BAD LEHS. got CHICKEN. somemore FRIED ONE. lol. "deep fried" my sis and me shared the whole food. lol. leaving none. lol. aunt ate my mum cook der. plain plain der. lol. then after that went ah ma hse. ming ning bday. PLAYED. and went home ! =]

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SUNDAY
met szemin for breakfast today. LOL. and like she didnt EAT LAH. i expect her to eat. -.- haha. then crapp so muchh to her. talking ABT ******* and ******. LOL. then she was shocked. went to mr lee's class. JUMPED UP A COUPLE OF TIMES. mr lee said ghost storys. with BOOO ! -.- hahahaha. funny arhhs. lol. okayes. well. haha. just now went to aden house. he is 1 month years old ! and ryan CAN WALK already ! ohh my. sigh. its shows that i am VERY OLD. lol. ate super muchh today. shall not eat ANYMORE. -.- lol. that's a empty promise. HAHAH. i am super mad today. can ask szemin if you dont believe me. (:

2006-07-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

lalalas. meeting alicia tmr. yippee ! =] hahaha. i wonder how will the bbq go tmr. (:

2006-07-26T20:36:00.000+08:00

well. today was so so. meet up with alicia to school. LOL lahs. laughhed all the way to school. siao de. WELL, then after that, had lessons.. boring. then after that went chem lab. pushhed dawson at the stairs. he almost fell on miss ng. lols. =x haha. then after that went recess. darn it. CUT QUEUE der lehhs. then DARN LONG. intend not it. ate only a bread. lol. full enough. urmms. haha. jian fei ! lol. then after that went dnt lessons. after that went seven 11 to EAT. maggie mee. bad for health ! but i am sort of craving for it. hees. went to CCA ! ROY ! i love you boy ! haha. he is my junior lah. CUTIE PIE. hahahahaha.. then went HOME. hees.

MEETING ALICIA TMR. getting YIRONG's BDAY PRESENT TMR.
ehhs. bday buy whhad hao neh?

2006-07-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

today is super irritating. grrs. went to auntie house to cut hair. okaye. then booked rebonding date. lame lahs. then i booked september. thinking now. it is still quite long lehhs. but nvm bahhs. okayes. super boring now. saw you just now. like OMG. cute lahs. =p gees. but since i have made my choice, no point looking back. i wonder. how will ppl say me tmr. lol. i want nice comment. dots. hahahaha. i am so lame. sigh. sometimes i would just want you to over concern me like you did that time. you are not a good guy. lol. you are cute. you are suitable with more good girls. preettyy girls. not me. ): go for them, jiayou. thhoughh i am not confirmed whether will i be able to forget you, but i wish you good. all the best. alryte. i am going to spend the rest of the time to style a hair for school tmr. =/ wishh me good luck. lalalas. and beside that. i have ENGLISH ORAL TMR. examinor is MDM YEO AI PING. grrs, that means i have to follow school rules. -.- SIGHS.

2006-07-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

i'm being so brave ! give me some claps. lol. despite once i knew --. i managed to be brave and managed not to cry in schl. main reason is kelly is not in schl. -.-" she is the one who can make me cry. not to hide myself, i'll cry infront of her everytime i when i cant take blows. thanks kelly. lol. okays. she let me express out all my feelings. well, she will always be the 1st to know my sercets. so bribe her to listen to my secrets ! dots. no lahs. she wouldnt be bribe lah hor. lol. but really sorry abt one incident whhen i didnt tell kelly. SORRIESS. ): that time to sad to say anything. urmms. alryte. gtg.

2006-07-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

sigh. it's all changed. )': MEISIEW. i want to talk to you. now i am horribly sad.
SIGH. * CRIES * i need someone to lend me a shoulder.

2006-07-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

well, promised peixian will post long long. atee mos today, again.please luh. i love mos can. (: ahaha. ms and peixian noot v agreeing at 1st. ms suibian. then peixian like dont want like that. cos we will eat everytime we go out. LMAO ! hahas. i like mahhs. lol. and went far east shopping. bought lot of accesories. 1 top. only. (: and didnt buy the wallet peixian and meisiew bought. i dont think i will bring schl in the 1st place. waste of money lah. =x hahas. took pics. some nice ones and some super ugly ones. lols. * NO OFFENCE peixian+meisiew* not refering abt you guys. then went heeren. took neos ! funny. then after that, WE TOOK BALLLOOONNS. (: mine purple lah. so swweett. but my ahh ma want lehhs. lols. she want to give liangzhou. sigh. i cannot reject my ahh ma then have to give her. anw. lol. then like my ballloonn v troublesome. took it to mrt. bus. to my ahh ma hse. =] teeheehhees. then at taka right? some one HIT my balloon lehhs. kill him lahs. lol. but i think it blockked his way. lol. meisiew told me my balloon hit another guy head. LOL. meisiew go say sorry. haha. cos his gf laughhed at him. my god. to the person. DARN SORRY> you are laughhed. -.-" okokays. peixian, enoughh? (: hahahs. alryte. take care people.. hahaha. i will send peixian pictures. I PROMISE. =]

i miss you. tell me you love me now. =/

LINMINMIN.

2006-07-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

i love the girls. meeting them later. yeahhs. =] dad gave me spare cash. (:* hahas. alryte. gonna get ready ssoonn. (:

2006-07-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

well, school kinda boring today. sad. lol. HONEY brought sweets to schl. wilson bought biscuits. lalala. i am greedy. so? i manage to get only biscuits. honey said that i am still coughing, no chocolates sweet for me. ): then she forced wilson not to give me too. but he gave me secretly, well, i wasnt the only one who cannot have anything. kailin in also sick. poor us. lol. like whhad? i ate medicine lorh. going to get well der lorhhs. lols. meet up with the online person. now i've got money. LALALA's~ i love $. meeting peixian tmr. i hope can meet szemin too. (: hahas. plus ms. hmmms. GOT TO GO. byebyes.~ wo ai ni. I LOVE YOU

kangta ROCKS.

I MISS YOU BOY.

2006-07-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

hahas. amanda ( chua) and desmond gave me sweet. shall be happy. and my meisiew lahs. she gives me EVERYDAY. shall bring sweets for her next time. sigh. had a headachhe. so unwell. so upset. everything. SHALL TAKE YOU OFF MY MISSING LIST. if i could do it. you are always the first among all. HAIS =/ i love you. kelly, sorry. not brave enough lorhhs. lols.

I MISS YOU.

2006-07-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

SIGH. ): cried in class when kelly confront me. corn keep singing songs to me, but no, sorry. i am still moody.. until kelly knew why am i sad, she cheered me up. like? things could be solved. no, i dont want. sigh. dawson saw me crying, then he was scared lah. he gave me a sweet. then started to feel better. meet cb to lunchh at pizzahut. cb told me to give up though. she cant. no, i mean ME. WHY DID you... i dont want to cry at home.

2006-07-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

I feel WEAK. ): sighh. i shall GO SLEEP AFTER TAGGING THIS.

GOODNYTE. ♡ ilu. ♡

♡ maybe i need you now.

2006-07-14T20:49:00.000+08:00

well, shall write whhad happen in school todays. lols. went DENTAL. ): hahas. denns, recess never EAT. lols. then me and peixuan went DOWN to buy food with miss ng's permission. hahas. bought amanda her bday present. meisiew have to bring home the present i bought. not going celebration tmr. ( SICK ) lols. knew something good. but no, i still feel weird. ALRIGHT.

SORRY PEOPLE, CANT GO TMR. (:

2006-07-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

had school, after school, went compass-point. (: hahas. ated kfc. just had a colesaw. grr. obviously, NO pepsi. grrgrrs. coughing still as bad. so angie meisiew amanda stopped me. meet sis then shopped a while, went home.

i love you. for now. i hope, this feeling will last forever. (:

2006-07-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

bored. btw, FINISHHED my antibiotics already ! lols. it's like finally, because, i am so sick because of the medicine. almost puke in the night. ): no worries. no more medicine except the COUGH syrup. as it is SYRUP, then nvm. (: my cough is not getting better.. well, dr tang called me to ask how am i. well, 3-5 days still needed. sigh sigh. did i mention that before? *stm* fine. mummy tell me to skip CCA tmr. well, should i? but is like, i so long nv go already. i feel bad though... but i am still siick. hows?? tell me whad should i do. i had nap this afternoon. lol. =p SIANED>

2006-07-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

It's fun being in schl.(: although, today was so weak in school. but fun (: i LOVE SCHOOLING.

2006-07-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

okay. i miss school 3 days. really so worried. how? SS notes? no one copied i think, maths, haish. digusting ! i hate medicine. i ate so muchh lah. imagine the torture i have gone through..
Tuesday night, ate 2 wednesday, ate 7-8( whole day) i ate alot. doctor told me to eat so my fever wont go up. ): thursday 7-8( whole day) friday, today, WTH. i got antibiotics ! grr, and infection medicine, cough medicine. GRR. and doctor says that by sunday, i should have recovered almost 80-90%, or else something is wrong. sigh ! i dont want MEDICINE. *cries*

2006-07-06T08:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i almost went hospital. -.-. took the temperature, 40.35. wth. mummy wanted to bring me to hospital for a jab. but den went clinic. lols. went to clinic, only got 1 doctor, dr see. then see him. then he dont seems to worry ! grr. then he said will be fine. wth. 40 already will be fine. nvm, he just asked me go home and eat medicine. then go home take temperature, 39 plus. relief. lols. woke up several times yesterday. just to eat medicine. haish. BEING SICK IS NOT FUN ): i doubt i can go schl on friday. now still 39.4 degrees. wth. i really dont want to be sick. ):

2006-07-05T14:02:00.000+08:00

didnt attend school today. 39.8 degrees. wth.. then didnt go school. went to see doctor. lol. then doctor help me take, then fever already at 37.1. cos morning i got eat medicine ! thens, went home, ate porridge. (: then eat flu medicine. WENT TO SLEEP. lols. wake up already, was shivering lahs. -.-" then realised i got FEVER again. 39.1. idiot. then took MEDICINE. doctor said i cant possibly get well in 1 day. so, she gave me 2 days MC and friday P.E off ! (: hahas.feeling so tired. i might be getting dengue? dunno. cos NO rashhes yet. *SCARED*. lols. alryte. becos of me mummy didnt go to eat with aunt, she have to stay at home to look after me. alryte. i am gonna go sleep. (: byebye.

2006-07-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

I AM SICK ! arghhs. ): LEGS ARE SO TIRED ( dont know why ): ) then HAVING FEVER.. well, and daddy brought SOME DURAINS ! 0.0" ! cant eat ANY. ): GRR. shall not have that MOS CHICKEN AT CP. =x cant let mummy know. or she'll KILL ME. =X my MUMMY DONT KNOW I ATE CHICKEN. =X she knows i am sick, should not told her. or else i can EAT DURAINS. *REGRET.* lol. haish. i dont want to be sick.. ): anw, have already planned out whad i want to get for the week.
->amanda's BDAY PRESENT
-> clay.
-> BANGLES.
thats ALL> (:

2006-07-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

i'll take whads left.

2006-07-02T12:44:00.000+08:00

went tuition in the morning. mum woke me up at 8.00. then i tot was like saturday i screamed :"for whhad?" lols. then realised today was sunday. 0.0 ( shall not use the scream. said loudly) lols. then prepare and SET OFF to tuition. tuition is fun though. lols. * dont mind waking up early. just that 2 hours is a lil bit long. cant sit still. lol * hmmm, wrote zhuo wen todays. haha. i love szemin ! she will know to write whad word i forgot =p i miss peixian lahs. ! (: ahas. lost contact with her. maybe will meet her. then aunties talkingAGIAN. (: =x well, LATER going out to tm LA. and later going airport to EAT ! hahahahaha. going airport to see planes. -.-" I LOVE PLANES ! (: * i'll just have to be taller by 3 cm and work hard ! TADA ! be a pilot ! how seh ! " ohh my, i want to be one ! (: how cool. hahahas. maybe, i cant go out tmr. ): maybe lahhs. later i GO ask MUMMY ! (: hahas. alright. GTG ! byebye.

2006-07-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

amanda,
thanks so muchh, i am very touchhed for whad you have said to me. and i feel sorry for not telling you. i'll tell you on tuesday alryte? (: yes. miss yarhh ! (:

yes. llater i am going out to my ahh ma hse ! (: and? i am going to think more ideas. i want to make EARRINGS and hopefully sell them. lol. copied some ideas of cos. buy the things and i will start work ! lol. urmm. did all my notes today. i haven been studying. ): how? will study on monday i hope. i want to go swimming, but cant lah. lol. nvm. i will just WAIT. hahas. hmmm, got to go and change, AND off i go to my ahh ma house ! (:

2006-06-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

thanks ANGIE AND AMANDA ! (: love you guys. and KELLY ! lols. for being there for me ! thanks so muchh.. didnt do anything muchh. oh yarhs, i am going to have a shoppingblog. yea. so keep a look out ! if you want the url, take from ME ! (:

2006-06-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

i cant control myself. even cried when i msned with aloysius. wth. whads wrong with me.

2006-06-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

bad mood bad mood lah. ): i'll be strong, wont let ppl see that i am so weak. trying my best to do the best i could. i hope i wont break down. i HOPE I WON'T. talking to daddy. but he's busy. i want to talk to him, he'll reply me later. ): feeling so down yet i could do nothing. i wish i could cry out loud ! now ! but i have to be strong. i cant cry out to show that i am sad. i could do nth, say nth. and well, so far i haven REGRET whad i have done. yes, i haven. although, i am seriously SAD. but no. i wont be upset becos of you. dream on.yes, though i am STUBBORN. but no, i haven regret. ): ):

2006-06-28T15:19:00.000+08:00

didnt went to cca, not feeling well. lol. kelly talked so muchh to me, well, she was trying to make me realise that i should be happy, not to be affected. but, she failed lahs, i realised that i dont need ANY thing to make me feel happy. for now perhaps. i feel lonely, thats the way i think i should feel now. (: lols. siao le lahhs. have to go down. grr.. sis wants me to accompany her go cut her hair. DARN. weather so hhot. then must walk SO FAR ! arghh !! i dont feel like going ! promised her liao le. sianns. she's not independent LAH ! =x alright, gonna get prepared and GO down ......... ): SIANNS>

MUMMY IS NOT HOME YET. ):

2006-06-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

bored.. STEPHAINE didnt come school. hope she is okay. (: hahas. slackked. slept in the afternoon. =x quite long. set alarm to wake up 30 mins later. then too tired, slept for one hour. =X !! sian sian sians. LALALAS. now i am so bored. yeahh. not going recess. lols. for time being bahhs. weird lah. okay. lols. did some maths QUESTION. bored. slacking today ): dont know whad's wrong with me today. too emotional. too sensitive. alicia might think i am angry with her. =x nope. not angry at all. just, too sensitive. i dont mind to walk alone. ): it's sad. but, that is how i want my life to be now. so please dont stop me from walking on my own. i have childishh thinking, yes, now i hate myself. you let me feel i will have to survive with you. but no, i dont and i dont want to. be controlled. sis quoted :" let go, since she used you and now no point retriving back." she was in those situation before. she knew the best WAY is to get go.

THE BEST WAY IS TO SAY NOTHING.

2006-06-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

CAME back from school long ago. (: hahas. was happy today. super happy. i did it by listening to every lesson. (: i want to work hard now, and strive for my aim. i dont want anymore regrets in my life. i CHOOSE everything so wrongly, including you. yes, my aim, strive to beat stephanine in class, 5 more ppl to beat. NO MORE LOSING OUT ! getting confidence from myself, hope i'll do it. finishh topic 1&2 like 30 mins. lols. hahaha. i love school. (: hahas. i will ingore everything except for work, now. UNTIL end of the year. i said, i mean it. BINBIN JIAYOU ! (:

I CRIED.. the last time i will CRY FOR YOU. no more. i dont want to know anything anymore..
omg. ahah. out side my window is the next block stairs. got couple there. OMG, they are SO DISGUSTING LAH. kissing on the stairs. lol.. they went off le. lols.

2006-06-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

): last day of holiday, but thats good too. it means, i dont have to stay at home. well, just now went to bugis, wear new shoes. blisters, eyyer. always wear new shoes have blisters de. sians. then after that, went to eat, have curry rice. at 4. -.- haha. we all are hungry. that's why. oh yarh, i am so touchhed. sis went to buy plaster for me. hahas. (: thanks !! hahas. alright. gonna take a break and get ready to go sleep. -.-. (: hahas. have to wake up early in the morning. 6 !! ):

2006-06-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

came home from cca. (: in the afternoon. around 1? meet ms then go bugis. hahas. shopped. then go ps, find my shoe. then bought. then, WENT TOLIET. OPPS. saw karen. lol. she SUSPECTED me lahs. she thought i bluff mama. lol. then went cca, lols. was late. =p but nvm lah. then after that, was damn sianned at SELETAR. warm somemore. arghhs. then affter that, must wait for the minister then can go home lah. -.0 Waited until 7. then the 1st bus was FULL. grr ! then waited for the other one. lol. told ms i didnt want to go cp and eat, becos, v late le. haven finishhed mr lee's homework. i have finishhed ! (: hahas. then, went home, bathhed. cook maggiie mee ! lol. study while eating. watchhed vcd. lol. then online !!! hahas. yeahh. nice day. haha. tmr, got tuition. haha. school is reopening. jiayou ! (:
ohh yarhs. SAW GOD DADDY at CCA, but he only said my name out. ):
haha. SAW mr ng ! (: haha.he said :" hey you, ystd saw me didnt greet me !!" he point me. i said:" i got go lehhs ! lols!! " lols. ( i got go to seletar ) hahs. i miss mr ng. (:

2006-06-24T10:00:00.000+08:00

WASHED plates in the morning. ): tired me out. GRRR. haha. TODAY IS SUCH A WONDERFUL day ! whad should i do from now to 11? lols. going to meet ms later.. go shopping then go to CCCA.. after all, i am going lar. hahas. get to see my DADDY THERE. (god dad) lol ! i miss him ! kekex. and see all shuai ge's ( if any) yea. and mr ng ! i hope i'll see him there. (: yea. hahahs. hao sian arhhs. ): hahas. BYEBYE BLOGG ! belovedd.

2006-06-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

hahas. SAW MR NG TODAY ! he called me ! lol. he said:" binbin !! " lols ! i was damn paiseh. said hello. and, went off ! MR NG ! you are MISSED ! (:

2006-06-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

I CANT IMAGINE FIRLTING IS GOING ON ! EWW. YUCKS. hey boy, a totally wrong impression of me to you. ):

2006-06-23T09:51:00.000+08:00

went for breakfast just now ! tissue prata. (: omg, oily. but nice ! imagine : the tissue prata is crispy, the butter melts and make it salty, the sugar on top adds on suchh a sweet taste. awww. hahas. you guys should go try out !! (: hahas. Daddy keep reminding me. and encouraging me to work hard ! thanks dad ! (: i will try my very best.. later going out bah. dead. i haven even let daddy SIGN my report book. i wonder how will he feel? he will feel damn dissapointed. whadever. i should let him sign now. (: haha. friday? like last 2 days? lol. (: now. RIGHT NOW ! okaes. blogg later.. (:

2006-06-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

just went home. (: haha. eh. i am going to get REAL fat. almost everyday fast food le. dying soon. GRRR. and know whad? dinner i am going to have -> deep fried fishh fillet ->Deep fried fries -> Deep fried STUFFS ! i cannot stop myself from eating. lol. i am really afraid i will get super duper fat. then, die. have to stop eating for a year. -.-"lol. stained glass last Episode today. later, green forest show. not last episode lah. lol. okaes. BLOG later if i got any thing whichh i want to blog. (: byebye.

2006-06-21T20:06:00.000+08:00

went out in the morning. walked at wisma, taka, ate mos again (: aha. something special. choonbin's bday ! hahas. so i intend not to throw temper today. but,luckly, i controlled myself (: haha. After mos, WENT to see shoes. none i like ): didnt even spend on anything. went far east. then went see shoes. no suitable one. ): went to heeren. no suitable one ): went ps, tada ! found one i like! last pair. GRR. and ttried. the display one v loose. while the other one is new. but tight. cannot buy. or else one loose one tight. ): so sad. the person asked other outlet. no more. ARGHHS. how? then went home la. sis bought a nice bag. then go cp collect sis de cake. hello kitty. -.-" hahas. i want a my melody one (: hahas. and thenn, went home. called pizza hut and order. ATE alot. =p hahas. fat fat fat. idiot. i will never make it. lols. everytime want to be on diet.. at most 3 days. then go eat fast food. idiot. then later, going to eat hello kitty cake Bah. lol. nice cake ! (: i love sis ! Happy bday 17th ! (: BELOVED !

Happy bday to CHOONBIN ! (: MAY ALL WISHES COME TRUE. ♡

2006-06-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

hahas. went to kovan with alicia. (: hahas. and then took neos. SHOPPED. haha. happy bday in advance CHOONBIN ! ♡

2006-06-20T12:30:00.000+08:00

GOING OUT WITH ALICIA LATER ! Yeah ! (:

2006-06-20T12:10:00.000+08:00

WHAD THE HELL. NOW, THEY SAY WE HAVE TO ATTEND THE ANNIVERSARY ! DARN IT LAH. i dont feel like going !!! at all. and end at 7 PLUS. how to go to ah ma hse. darn darn darn. lol.. Now i know the tortures they gave to us. COMPLUSORY. whad the. i might as well QUIT.

2006-06-20T10:51:00.000+08:00

wanted to go BANANA. (: but, so early jiu dismiss le. then go home. SO BOREd
got NTH to do during the holidays. i rather go SCHOOL. (: SAW honey in school just now. (: she looks so swweet ! lol. i prefer her straight hair ! BELOVED HONEY ! miss yarh ! =] to : ** "wo hui rang ni gua mu xiang kan de. wo bu hui rang ni kan bu qi wo. i'll be strong to hang there. myself. no matter whad. i will hang there till i die. you've gt to watch out. LET's SEE. who wins." feel like going to kovan.maybe later? OH YA. have to meet jane later. (: hahas. SIAN LE. huiwen haven meet me. maybe meet tgt lorh. see first. (: then i dont have to rushh two times right? or maybe meet JANE next time. MAYBE IT's FATE. that means i have to slow down, and take a look around me..

2006-06-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

finally, wake myself up from that dream. decided. i hope everyone will remind me. (: for not making stupid reasons to stick with her. and defintely , not to GIVE IN and BEING USED AGAIN and AGAIN.. of course, i would be gald to her that she helped me in someways. but, she shouldnt do this to me. so.. i should give up this friend. i dont want to be with her. jasmine is right:" she will not be my best friend. never." and i should believe her. (: jasmine is my pri 3 -sec3 friend. and. SHE is just only almost a year half ( EXCLUDING HOLIDAYS. which we dont really meet up and FIGHTING DAYS) i shouldnt make her laugh. maybe i should let her feel whad is needed in her daily life. sometimes saying nothing is the best solution. so i should say anymore. PEIXIAN PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME FOR NOT GOING SENTOSA. peixian and szemin. SO SORRY. (: love you ppl . take care

2006-06-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

I JUST CAME HOME (: FUN DAY ! lols. WENT TO BUGIS. on the way there. stupid. cried. so lame. then eyes a lil sore sore. i cant take comments. so pls dont give any.. thanks. ummm. then went to marina. then wilson called me
ME:"hello?"WILSON:"hello."ME:"ehh? WHO are yyou?"WILSON:"ur ahh di lahs" ... lols. then he wanted me to meet him lah. lols. to the NCHS concert. meisiew there too, fuyu, gary. then later going to meet aloysius. WENT ! lol. and jiewen too. hees. and? then went meet them. i dressed so weird can?lols. then after that went to the concert. lol. then sit at the end. then the guys...lols. then BREAK time. didnt went for refresment. went to eat. lols. at that time is 7 plus le bahhs. then go and eat lorhs.WILSON brought us to lau pa sat ! lols. he even asked a uncle for direction. -.-" ate lots of things. FRIED RICE+LALA+HOT PLATE. (: hahas. i ate fried rice. but i ate 4 lala and 2 SOTONGS. FULL (: hahas. the fried rice was too oily. shared it with ms. then gary was watching the tv. ( soccer) HE SHOUTED GOAL ! ....... v loudly. and ppl there smoke. EEERR. went over to aloysius side. lols. then they keep taking jiewens RED BEAN. lols. funny lah. lol. then the ppl all there smoke. SMELLY. i dont like. then WENT HOME. on the way, guys are mad. talking rubbishh. lols.. =] haha. fun day lahs.
* i will be strong. and i will not cry over small things like that *
omg. saw ** when ii was going home. SO SHUAI. (: he was with her gf. hahas.

2006-06-17T09:39:00.000+08:00

GRRRR !!! aaron says that :"he didnt found my hairband. no more. ): " i am so sad. actually, that day, when i went sis chalet, called aaron and told him to help me find. no more no more. got to buy again. ): . yeah, got to get the stockks. then stockk up a lil maybe, then polishh. tada ! (: meeting yeejoo to get her stocks in the morning. and meeting meisiew aloysiuss etc to go to the concert at night (: it will be a busy day for me tmr. but. OH YA ! haven finishh mr lee's HOMEWORK. darn.. have to get it complete it. arghh. i dont want to go tuition. sis said i shld just not go tuition. lol. but, got to finish the year. next year mummy surely wants me go tuition de lor. a important year. *NAGGING* kekex ! alright. got to get ready. and go off. (*:

2006-06-16T20:13:00.000+08:00

watched 绿光森林. cried. hahas ! lol. ohh my. i am going to be very busy tmr. ): all want it on sunday.. nvm !! JIAYOU's !! (*:

2006-06-16T17:22:00.000+08:00

绿光森林's SONG ! (:

如果我知道太多那关於相遇的错过
奋不顾身的追求能找到什麼
如果你等得太久请相信我不曾停过
想装上翅膀飞到你身後
爱很浓心很空
该怎麼停你在心中
这深藏己久的寂寞时间带不走
爱很多心很痛
究竟有多少次错过
这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
我却无法开口
相信放在心中愿随时为你保留
疼爱在我口袋别让风把它带走
思念不能放开它就像潮水难以回收
就算相拥一秒钟就已足够

THE title of the song is 无法开口. (:
tmr gonna get ready pendants. busy. but, have to.
): i am so upset ! arghhs. just now went out to imm.
everything seems wrong for me. CRIED. ):
slam chair just now. =x i didnt mean it. maybe.. i will be ok.
sis sis sis !! WHY WHY WHY did you... arghh.
thinking of someone yesterdday night..
should not think abt it anymore. =p well, yesterday i LOST MY BEADED HAIRBAND. at the chalet i think. i bought it only yesterday. and is lost. ):
i am so suuayy this week. i want to go more chalet and see *** .. =p
shuuckks.? i love him? i hope not. =x alright. i now is 5.30. gonna EAT laterr, and watchh *SHOUTS* 绿光森林. *SHOUTS* (:

2006-06-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

This is my new blogg ! (: intend to put everythingg behind me for now and forever.

2006-06-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

I AM SERIOUSLY UPSET shouldnt SAY ANYMORE. ): ( must blogg something nice (: )

went chalet Today. TWO in a row. gees. =p hahas. not v funn though. haha. all boring. got no one to talk to me.then sis bring food for me !! haha. shhared it with meisiew. i didnt have DINNER. then sis bring for me. so swweet ! (: lol. haha. went to the beachh and eat, PLAY, SING?(cb). =X hahas. and talkked alot. haha. went BACK. haha. SURPRISE ! tada ! CAKE for my sis !!! awwww.. so swweet of them. (: haha. went to sit down and jesslin told me to go and help them TAKE PHOTO ! WHY ME ? ): hahas. then took lahs. paiisehhs. DONT EVEN KNOW A SINGLE ONE. EXCEPT JESSLIN. then went to sit down. someone bring cake over for me and meisiew. thanks ! (: and den, the guys played Soccer. lols. meisiew seriously like the malay guy. -.-" hahas. funny. they keep kicking and the football drop in the drain. lols. =p hahas. then bid goodbye to them. off we go. tell cb how i felt. SERIOUSLY HURT. ): *jasmine is right*

2006-06-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

*BELOVED !*